How immature for me to think that every single love song I listen to

Was relevant in our lives.

I never had you.

I'm too scared to ever have you

I'm too afraid to chase after you

I'm too cowardly and I think of the consequences


The road is too hard. And I'm not working hard enough

Even so, you never really existed in my realistic life in the way I wanted you to.

My thoughts of you are so vivid though...