The feeling when you come across something that never really came as anticipated...

I wait for you for SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long
it feels like forever
I want to tell you all the things
but am i being too much of a handful?
Do I have the right to say this as a 'friend'?


Oh gee the adrenaline in my veins
Excitement...
Anticipation


Oh gosh I want to hear you talk
I want to read I want to read the words you type
text please just say anything
say EVERYTHING
I want to take in...I want to listen!


Avoid the worst fear...an awkward conversation...oh the social expectations!>.<


ahh it's dying oh gosh...


bye>.<
come again! please...