You deliberately isolate yourself in order to gain attention and sympathy from others?
What I believe that it's like some sort of "I'm thinking" time when you're in a crowd.
And how was I supposed to know that you're the only one you care about
Which is stupid really.
Then you wonder why "they just come to me", your suitors...when you invite them
Thre is an external war at the moment and they're all going for you
I'm upset at the length of time it took me to notice that this was all a continuous round robin game where the players constantly being introduced...
I don't even want to know but I can imagine the face...that smile extended to it's furthest stretch
Mind stench, manipulative pursue of a different for of enjoyment
You're a sadist. Ignorance? Oh you know too well. You're squeezing every bit of emotion from them.
How accomplished do you feel? Do you feel great every day? While you know that the bold who have come to you are facing reality of not having you.
Yet you act so blind and unaware...the whole world is self destructing
the world that I have created for you.
And to think that you actually turned my life around...makes it sound way too cliche.
And to think that I wanted to keep you just makes it seem like it's out of reach now.
But everything is moving so fast for me. Whilst I'm feeling this way I know that when you run I'm there unconditionally and always. I can't say I love you so but if you ask me I do. And If you could use me, by all means, til I'm worn out. I'm bleeding anyway. Too much blood is rushing through me and the frustration is all in my head. Only cos I feel all the feelings that would keep me magnetised to you. Pity, protection, fate...and the unspeakable
Love.
I held you once...and many times. Sometimes I want longer...tighter and more sincere. But it was just a hug and even though it's enough to call it a day I'd want more of it and I get so sick and tired of comiserating it compromises my life and I'm so deep in thought. I'd stay up once or twice during the night until three' o clock and I'm scared to death Oh did I have that nightmare again? The image of you keeps on popping up and I wanna go back in those scenes. And I want to say I'm sorry for leaving and I'm sorry for ever breaking your heart but I have to let you go even though you know not much how I feel from the start. You're my star, if you were Halley I'd tattoo you in my neck and become one with you in every moment of your breath.
And keep breathing honey maybe you should make your heart beat faster. Beat it for me beat it more just like what you did to me and tear it in half becomes mine is incomplete. You will never leave because you have just reached the inner me.
What I believe that it's like some sort of "I'm thinking" time when you're in a crowd.
And how was I supposed to know that you're the only one you care about
Which is stupid really.
Then you wonder why "they just come to me", your suitors...when you invite them
Thre is an external war at the moment and they're all going for you
I'm upset at the length of time it took me to notice that this was all a continuous round robin game where the players constantly being introduced...
I don't even want to know but I can imagine the face...that smile extended to it's furthest stretch
Mind stench, manipulative pursue of a different for of enjoyment
You're a sadist. Ignorance? Oh you know too well. You're squeezing every bit of emotion from them.
How accomplished do you feel? Do you feel great every day? While you know that the bold who have come to you are facing reality of not having you.
Yet you act so blind and unaware...the whole world is self destructing
the world that I have created for you.
And to think that you actually turned my life around...makes it sound way too cliche.
And to think that I wanted to keep you just makes it seem like it's out of reach now.
But everything is moving so fast for me. Whilst I'm feeling this way I know that when you run I'm there unconditionally and always. I can't say I love you so but if you ask me I do. And If you could use me, by all means, til I'm worn out. I'm bleeding anyway. Too much blood is rushing through me and the frustration is all in my head. Only cos I feel all the feelings that would keep me magnetised to you. Pity, protection, fate...and the unspeakable
Love.
I held you once...and many times. Sometimes I want longer...tighter and more sincere. But it was just a hug and even though it's enough to call it a day I'd want more of it and I get so sick and tired of comiserating it compromises my life and I'm so deep in thought. I'd stay up once or twice during the night until three' o clock and I'm scared to death Oh did I have that nightmare again? The image of you keeps on popping up and I wanna go back in those scenes. And I want to say I'm sorry for leaving and I'm sorry for ever breaking your heart but I have to let you go even though you know not much how I feel from the start. You're my star, if you were Halley I'd tattoo you in my neck and become one with you in every moment of your breath.
And keep breathing honey maybe you should make your heart beat faster. Beat it for me beat it more just like what you did to me and tear it in half becomes mine is incomplete. You will never leave because you have just reached the inner me.
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